I posted new stuff! Woo! ... Okay now that that is settled. I don't feel good and apparently I suck as a friend. People assume things with bad communication, mistakes are made, LIFE GOES ON. No one gives a damn. Don't expect things in life, just be the bigger person and walk away. It happens.


I really posted to post this.

Jenny: Ohyus
Jenny: David is a handsome bloke
Jenny: ALSO
Jenny: I LOST THE GAME
Ashley Glotzbach: YES
Ashley Glotzbach: YOU LOST THE GAME
Jenny: AND IN WHICH
Jenny: YOU ARE THE GAME
Ashley Glotzbach: YES
Ashley Glotzbach: >8)
Jenny: *pime taradox*
Ashley Glotzbach: XD
Jenny: I've been meaning to do a new journal on dA
Jenny: This is it.

And, that is it!

Eta: I really want to delete this entry, but I've been forced not to, so I'll just rant about a few things and whatnot.

Ever since the "accident" happened, I've been feeling nothing but relief, like an anvil that had been slowly squishing me from head down was finally taken off, I'm even starting to think about meditating and working on my energy to help a little more. I admit, I still feel a little guilty over how I acted over something, even though it was because of a deeper meaning, but I still feel it was needed, and with the help of my friends and my angel pushing me out of that hole of denial, I've finally made what I haven't been able to do since December possible and now reality. It's a good feeling. I do not regret it whatsoever, and if people end up hating me because I've made my own choices, then so be it.


I've never been one for people using me, it's gotten old after the second time and now that I met someone who feels the same, especially by the same person, I've been feeling much better. He's even given me so much inspiration that I'm pushing myself to lose weight to be healthy and even considering to stop my habit! I've never felt like this before, so it's most definitely a breath of fresh air, and much affection. I don't know what's going on in the future, but I have faith and hope in myself that I'll make it right, I have finally gotten over the "I'm a pest, I bother everyone" phase, now a new higher regard for myself, I'm not a god but I should still respect and love myself to be comfortable and healthy, for my sake, and my friends and family who care for me.


I'm even planning to do a few shots in my Izuru costume once it's done, we're picking it up soon and I've been given approval to go to places in it! I might not use it as a real cosplay until later on, but it's good for experience.

I'll also get a few shots of some food I'm making, the Pumpkin Pie, the Stuffed Mushrooms, the Crab Casserole, most of those will be for a special friend, though. And most likely not be posted, but who knows?